let's believe...

United,

2010-11-22T05:23:00.000-08:00

i'm truly blessed to have met these people. ♥
best friends :)

i think the edit says it all ;)

kungfu panda theme? :Y
good times; goooood times

so, will there be no more form 2a's? i guess not. haha, our memories together take a lot more than splitting us up to get rid off. i guess nobody can be cool with each other throughout the ENTIRE year. i mean, when you're in the same classroom with the same people almost everyday of your life somebody's BOUND to get pissed at something. but that doesn't matter, because we forgive and forget, right? :) i guess all i can say is that i'm EXTREMELY blessed to get a chance to meet you guys and stick with you all for TWO years! two awesome years~ :Y well, we did it GOOOOOOD this year! STOMP was a HUGE SUCCESS! so we HAVE achieved something as a class. as a WHOLE class ;)

i guess all i can say now is
LOVE YOU GUYS!

AND I'M MOST DEFINITELY LOVING
FORM 2A ♥

Just a tagggg

2010-10-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

Can you name 20 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people, and be sure to tag the person who tagged you after completing it yourself. *this is a lot funnier if you actually list the names first, no cheating!*

1. Amelia

2. Li Shien

3. Seryn

4. Alicia

5. Pei Ru

6. Jia Yi

7. Jia Qi

8. Leonard

9. Jonathen

10. Shaun

11. Joshua

12. Joseph

13. Jason

14. Su-Zen

15. Anthea

16. Hui Lynn

17. Cindy

18. My mom

19. My dad

20. Sheng Yang

And now for the questions . .

• How did you meet 10? Shaun

In PT Sirius ! :D

• What would you do if you had never met 6? Jia Yi

i'd be incomplete ):

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? Sheng Yang and Anthea

WOO! :Y

• If you could marry either 5 or 14 who will it be? Pei Ru and Su-Zen

i can't choose between them ):

• Did you ever like 9? Jonathen

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

• Have you ever seen 4 cry? Alicia

haha yeahhh XD

• Would 4 and 12 make a good couple? Alicia and Joseph

AGAGAGAGAGAGA! it'll be weird for me

•Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? Amelia and Li Shien

Two people will be very angry if we get together :Y

• Describe 8 Leonard

best friend (:

• Next time you will see 12? Joseph

one second later... done.

• Tell me something about 17? Cindy

she has good leadership skills! :D

• What's 7's favorite color? Jia Qi

err..... BLUE? IDK!

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you? Amelia

haha that would be kinda weirddd.

•When was the last time you talked to number 6? Jia Yi

wahh damn long dy ): I miss her !

• How do you think 19 feels about you? My dad

i'm stupid -.-

• What language does 13 speak? Jason

DOTA language

• Who is 2 going out with? Li Shien

Chocolate. :D

• What year is 8 in? Leonard

I think around 2 - 5 years. :Y

• Would you ever date 3? Seryn

Why not :)

• Is 11 single? Joshua

of course he is (: you want him ? :D

• What's 10's last name? Shaun

Chen. Like an orange.

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 18? My mom

does my relationship with her now counted as serious?

• Where does 11 live?? Joshua

stalker.

• What do you think about 20? Sheng Yang

wahhh..... he likes to call me HUGE. D;

• What is the best thing about 2? Li Shien

she's a very GOOOOOOOOD friend! (Y)

• What would you like to tell 16 right now? Hui Lynn

stop getting smarter (;

• How did you meet 9? Jonathen

Like How I met Your Mother :)

To let you know,

2010-09-23T03:04:00.000-07:00

it's so easy to love you;;

AFTER A BAZILLION YEARS, COMES, A NEW POST!

bye!

Beauty,

2010-09-15T03:25:00.000-07:00

it's something beautiful (:

It's not that easy,

2010-09-14T06:02:00.000-07:00

the feeling hurts.
it eats you up.

JUST A SHORT STORY :D

2010-09-03T06:58:00.000-07:00

a story i think no one can understand, except me.
no, seriously, i tried to put in as much hard words as possible to make it hard to understand :D
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
that's how free i really am ;D
but damn it, no way in hell am i doing something like THIS again.

p.s. shit ahead.

she held the banister in anguish, and dragged her way downstairs to the phone. everything was immaculate in her house. the CD's in the rack were arranged according to artist, placed above the CD player. the brown velvet sofa right beside the player had pillows that were only dark brown, and the other shorter but similar sofa on it's top left corner were filled with only purple. the pictures on her deep lilac wall were also arranged in order - of time. yes, that was what she wanted. time. she walked despondently to the phone and pressed a button.

"you have 5 voice mails." the operator said. and it was so eccentric because no matter how technical it sounded, she knew behind those lines and wires lied condolences. she had ignored the voice mails. she toke a deep breath, sighed, walked to the couch, lied down and allowed the bitter and ice cold crystals to roll down her cheeks. she whispered to herself in despair "Of all conundrums..." hers wasn't uncanny, but it sure was saddening.

"I wish more time was given to me. At least I could've made myself useful." all the regrets and unfulfilled dreams poured from her lips like water pouring down a waterfall. and after repeating her second regret twice, her weeps started to become louder and louder. to be continued...

NOPE, I'M SOOOOOOO NOT GONNA CONTINUE IT :D

Pyramid,

2010-08-30T09:03:00.000-07:00

Charmaine clarice relucio pempengco is the same age as Joseph! Sadly, people like Joseph, will never get a chance with Charice :Y (if he ever does, i'll give him a laser printer :Y)

from this

to this :D

Sooooooooooooo, this young star was born on May 10, 1992. and NO, SHE'S SO NOT FROM AMERICA, SHE'S FROM PHILIPPINES! talent comes from anywhere okay! and guess how she got famous. the same way BIEBER did, through YOUTUBE ! :D gosh, youtube is AWESOME! and...... she, representing Asia, has done justice! firstly, billboard charts top 10! LIKE THAT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH, OPRAH CLAIMED HER "Most Talented Girl In The World"!

omg she looks so cute here!

she sooooo deserves that! ooh OOH OOH! just had to get this out, she's pretty :)

loveeee this pic of her!

charice was raised by a single mother, and joined her first singing contest at the age of seven. i mean, connie talbot was only six, so this one, not so :O u know? :Y oh btw, her username on youtube was FalseVoice. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :Y On October 13 2007, she sang "And I'm Tellin You I'm Not Going" on Star King (a korean talent show) with KYUHYUN FROM SUPER JUNIOR! and then came Ellen Degeneres! IT'S A BIG DEAL BEING IN HER SHOW KAY! EVEN I WATCH ELLEN ! she's entertaining! ANYWAYS, HER SONG "NOTE TO GOD" HAD TOUCHED THE HEARTS OF MANY. watch it, worth tears (: i wanna watch her live! she's just such a good vocalist! though i'm still with Underwood! :Y:Y

and she won these awards (note: i only toke the interesting ones out)
Most Memorable Moment of 2007 - The Ellen DeGeneres Show, USA
Most Requested Foreign Act of 2007 - StarKing, South Korea
People of the Year 2008 - People Asia Magazine, 2009, Philippines
Best Musical Performance of 2009 - The Oprah Winfrey Show, USA
Fun, Fearless Female Award - Cosmopolitan Magazine, Philippines, 2010

#### THE END! ####

Sugarrrr,

2010-08-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUICHI~

okay, sooooooo... schools starts tomorrow! URGH! this is the FIRST time in the year where i actually don't look forward to school. WHY? You may ask. well, spending your entire morning, afternoon and evening in the jungle is NOT FUN. okay, maybe it was a little :/ BUT, it was still a painful process.

WHY DOES MINGYI GET TO SKIP SCHOOL?!?!?! D;

my mom : NO.
me : but-
my mom : NO.
me : okay :D *DO THIS FACE*! (the face lishien does to me - the finger on the face owl thing)
my mom : WHAT THE-?!
me : DO IT!!!!!!
my mom : NO! I CAN'T!
me : TRY! JUST DO IT!
my mom : I CAN'T!

####not yet end of convo but lazy to type so end of convo####

i don't wanna go school tomorrow! ): and so many coursework. PRESSURE LA. i need a good excuse... oh well... whatever. i'll just get past that. SHIT, how to do TNT tomorrow. my legs hurt like shit. WALAO. WHAT IS THIS LA. my life's story. ok, you really really don't wanna know my jungle story today. YOU DONT. TRUST ME. AND DON'T MAKE ME TELL YOU TOO! :D (not that you'll be interested). ahh, so bored. i know i'll have to study anytime soon, BUT I'M JUST SO LAZY :D OH WELL... lately it's been quite boring and i've been quite depressed. and i think this one comes with a condition... my life's story.

I Know,

2010-08-27T06:40:00.000-07:00

don't you just hate it when some idiotic women (for instance... oh i dont know your aunt?) keeps on coming to your house to GAMBLE. AND YOU THINK THAT'S NOT BAD ENOUGH? THAT MOTHER F- CAME INTO MY ROOM AND TOKE MY PAD, WITHOUT PERMISSION AND WITHOUT NOTICE. AND THAT BITC- JUST COMES INTO MY ROOM TO USE MY BATHROOM. LIKE, SERIOUSLY? THERE ARE APPROXIMATELY FIVE BATHROOMS IN MY HOUSE YOU ASSHOLE. NO REASON TO COME ALL THE WAY UPSTAIRS AND GO TO THE LAST ROOM JUST TO USE THE TOILET. SERIOUSLY, I IMAGINE MYSELF MAKING HER EAT SHIT. :/ STILL, IT'S HATRED. IT'S UNCONTROLLABLE. IMAGINATION GOES WILD MAN. ANYWAYS, THAT ASSHOLE. SHE'S A FREAKIN PERVERT. SHE TOUCHES MY HAIR LIKE MAD. IT'S IRRITATING AND PERVERTIC. AND THE PROBLEM IS NO MATTER HOW I TELL MY MOM, SHE STILL SIDES HER F- SISTER. I WISH SHE'D F- LEAVE ME ALONE. SHE'S INCONSIDERATE, SELF-CENTERED, SELFISH, MOTHER F-. SHE'S FUDGED NOISY ON THE WAY HOME. AND EVEN WHEN I SHOWED SIGNS (AND SHE NOTICED. IN FACT, SHE EXCLAIMED OUT LOUD "SHE THINKS I'M NOISY") AND STILL WENT ON TALKING ABOUT BULLSHIT TO MY MOM. AT LEAST MY MOM HAS A SENSE AND A MIND. SHE, COMES IN A PACKAGE.

SERIOUSLY,
SHE'S LIKE STUPID, PERVERTIC, LAME AND INCONSIDERATE.
COMES IN A PACKAGE, I GUESS.

THAT ASSHOLE DARE TOUCH MY HAIR AGAIN SHE BETTER BE CAREFUL OF HER HANDS.

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SAYING THIS, BUT I WISH SHE'D DIE. JUST DIE. DIEDIEDIEDIEDIE. (THAT EXPLAINS ALL THE RED) JUST DIE YOU F-ED UP PERV.

You Belong With Me,

2010-08-26T03:49:00.000-07:00

THIS ONE'S FOR SERYNNN TOO!

★

WHO TOKE THE TROUBLE TO SS!
HAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVEEEED THE PICTURE BTW!

♥

did you know Jennifer Hudson was from American Idol?

among the world's most successful artists, comes Taylor Swift. she's no sixty-four-thousand-dollar question, she's a million pounds of answer. Taylor Alison Swift was born on December 13, 1989. talent and brains like hers won her a national poetry contest for her three-page poem titled "Monster in my Closet". and at the age of twelve, she had dedicated one summer writing a 350-paged novel (which is not published). seeing her writing skills were splendid at such a young age, it's no bombshell that most of her songs are self-written.

she had started writing songs ever since she had learnt the guitar from a computer repairman (SO NEVER EVER LOOK DOWN ON THEM!). three chords was apparently enough for her to compose her first song "Lucky You". and when one song comes along, many follow. which brings us to her albums! the most exciting part of this whole post! :D

Taylor Swift (self-titled debut album) 2006-2008

Fearless 2008-2009

Speak Now 2010

AND OF COURSE, THE FAVORITES! (very much important!)
♥ Fearless
♥ Jump Then Fall
♥ Mine
♥ Picture To Burn
♥ Our Song
♥ Teardrops on my Guitar
♥ I'm Only me when I'm With You
♥ Breathe
♥ Today was a Fairytale
♥ Love Story
♥ You Belong With Me
♥ Two is Better than One

on September 13, 2009, an incident between Kanye West and Taylor Swift occurred in the MTV VMA awards. West had snatched the mic and exclaimed out loud that Beyonce's "singer ladies (put a ring on it)" was one of the best videos ever made. as upset as Swift was, she had still found the courage to sing one of her many top billboard chart songs "You Belong With Me", and with much grace too. Kanye had apologized twice. One in the debut episode of The Jay Leno Show, and the other in a blog entry. Taylor, being the sweet soul she was, accepted his apology. :)

i hope all anti-Taylor Swift fans understand, the life of a celebrity is not easy. imagine having embarrassed and having people talk bad about you all over the world. criticizing your voice, saying it's too sharp and that you're not meant to be at where you are now. hearing rumors about yourself that you just know is NOT TRUE. and the slightest thing you do can change the way the world looks are you. Taylor had never once complained. she had went through much embarrassment and look at where she is now. she has become one of the most healthiest influential stars ever! and that, is not easy to become ;)

*hoping Taylor googles "blog posts about Taylor Swift" and finds mine! D; hahaha cause she really needs to know-

I LOVE YOUR LATEST HIT SINGLE, MINE! ♥ :D

Cowboy Casanova,

2010-08-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

NOTE WHAT THE BACKGROUND SAYS

dedicated to SERYN CHANG LING MAN! :DD
love ya ;D

okay, so it's no surprise, Carrie Underwood is obviously, an awesome vocalist. such talent can't just be found ANYWHERE. i'm just so happy she decided to try out for American Idol! SHE DID GREAT! if you don't believe me, Simon Cowell agreed! and here's the proof!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioDWPiJeD_s&feature=search

she was amazing! i know, maybe you guys don't think it was the world's BEST performance (frankly, i believe michael jackson could do better, hahaha), but really, try singing in that range. i can assure you what she made look simple, wasn't simple. such stars probably already had millions of fans who had written biodatas about her, and so i guess i'm gonna be among one of those millions of fans.

ignore all coloured in green. (no, don't start now)
(okay, start now)

This beautiful idol of mine - and also proven as America's on May 25, 2005 (when she won American Idol Season 4), was born on March 3, 1983. NOOOO! WHY COULDN'T IT BE NOVEMBER 28 )'; her talent and fame had landed her 7 Grammy Awards (IT IS A BIG DEAL K), 6 Teen Choice Awards (nah, this ain't such a big thing, but getting 6 of em' is NOT BAD), 5 Billboard Music Awards, 17 (or more) Country Music Awards and 29 other awards! YES, THIS IS EXTREMELY GOOD OKAY! her albums consist of

Some Hearts (2005-2007)

Carnival Ride (2007--2009)

Play On (2009-now).

SHE IS AMAZING. unlike artists who have just one or two songs that you ACTUALLY listen to, ALL her songs are worth the time! they are simply just brilliant! but of course, there are favorites :Y FOR INSTANTS, you might wanna write this down... HEHE :D

-Whenever You Remember
-Before He Cheats
-Undo It
-Just A Dream
-Jesus, Take The Wheel
-Don't Forget To Remember Me
-Last Name (some of you may know this from GLEE, the original was CARRIE'S!)
- Go Your Own Way
-Home Sweet Home
-I Told You So
-Inside Your Heaven
-Cowboy Casanova
-Temporary Home
-JUST STAND UP (ft. MANY MANY OTHER FEMALE ARTISTS!)

so there's a possibility that you're now saying "OKAY, I GET IT. HER SONGS ARE REALLY GOOD AND SHE IS AN AMAZING COUNTRY ARTIST!" but oh no, Carrie's much more than that. DID YOU KNOW SHE ALSO DID A FEW ACTING HERE AND THERE? Yes, I knew you'd never expect that from Carrie Underwood. In fact, the shows she had acted in were those that we watch! FOR EXAMPLE... :Y

-How I Met Your Mother (Tiffany)
-Sesame Street (Carrie Underworm) (OH DAMN THE NAME'S LAME. and i guess we don't REALLY watch sesame street HAHAHAHA)
-Soul Surfer (Sarah Hill)

So here are some facts about her. She's absolutely adores animals and she's vegetarian (ever since thirteen :O)! PETA had voted her "World's Sexiest Vegetarian"!

OMG! I KNOW! And for four years straight (2007-2010) she was voted "MOST BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE"!

AND SHE IS, INSIDE AND OUT :) and so i guess it's time to end my post, MAINLY BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA TAKE UP BLOG SPACE ~~and i'm a little lazy to talk more:Y:Y~~XD HAHAHAHA. though carrie underwood, is SOOOO worth the space!

byeeee ;)

Stand,

2010-08-24T06:31:00.000-07:00

"sometimes i find things, the things that have just been misplaced."

"isn't everything that's lost misplaced?"

"doctor, you're misunderstanding me. to misplace something is to lose it temporarily by forgetting where you put it. it's the things that i don't misplace that i try to find."

See,

2010-08-23T03:59:00.000-07:00

ok, i know it's a little weird bringing a camera to the jungle, but hey! the scenery there's nicer!

damn... i look terrible! and the green wire thing ruined it all!

i just really really love this flower !
unique

ahh what to say, what to say...

my legs are currently filled with mosquito bites! SCREW THOSE TINY BLOOD SUCKERS! ok, so maybe they're not all that bad. think about it, they teach us the importance of blood donation! sort of :/ i mean, it gives a chance to live right? though, for mosquitoes, not such a good thing. ): gives us huge red bumps on our legs. HAH! OMG I JUST KILLED IT! I FEEL THE POWER! :D

see, i'd tell you to ignore that cause it was all crap, but i guess it's a little too late ;D i'm bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeding ):

i'd tell you to ignore that too! :D but i'm too late! AGAIN! ;D so ignore the post below :)

okay, don't ignore this post. :D

okay, ignore the NEXT one.

shoot, you should've ignored the first post i told you to ignore before you read it because i mentioned to ignore it first before it was being read but that was too late because you would've read it although i told you to ignore it i hope you're not ignoring this post cause i'm using alot of brain and finger power to right this HAH i bet you didn't spot the spelling error. HAHA I . AM . GOOD ! anyways, good luck with life. its awesome~ sometimes. i guess it's terrible, for some. read this post out loud! :DDDD AHH, LIFE'S NORMAL #

yes, you've read it out loud. meaning you've probably read it twice unless you read it out lod the first time you saw it because you could've read it out loud before i told you too because it was long and you'd probably want to remember what you've read. :) READ THIS ONE OUT LOUD TOO! byeeee~ (ignore this whole post, it's buncha' crap! WHOOPS, TOO LATE!)

Sighing,

2010-08-20T06:15:00.000-07:00

Good,

2010-08-19T06:22:00.000-07:00

ITUNES SONGS: DELETED.
LIMEWIRES SONGS: DELETED.

why?
cause it was just so messy! :Y

okay okay, i know i'm not the MOST organized person in the world, unlike seryn. :Y BUT, i DO have a limit to messiness! please, can you stand looking into this laggish screen that's filled with crap songs you don't even listen to?! NO. so, i'm downloading from scratch! and this time, i'm making sure that i download the songs that i DO listen to. otherwise, the whole thing's just gonna lag and the whole thing will be ruined. :D

wellppp, that's all... bye! ;D

Little,

2010-08-18T06:40:00.000-07:00

i've been trying out this nuffnang thing since many of my friends have benefit from it ! BUT THE PROBLEM IS, can somebody PLEASEEEEE teach me how to use it correctly! i'm still a little confuse! it's like you know, using facebook the first time. where you don't know where's what and why it's there and how do you go play the games and for some, find your friends. :Y POINT IS, I NEED A KIND SOUL TO TEACH ME THIS THING!

List of songs that people should try listening to:

* American Honey - Lady Antebellum

* Love The Way You Lie - Tyler Ward (NOT THE EMINEM ONE!)

* Just The Way You Are - Ahmir (ironically, the second's title is nearly the same as this one)

* MINE - TAYLOR SWIFT (MUST MUST MUST!)

* Alone - Glee

YEAH ,

since many people have been asking me for song suggestions HERE YOU GO.

byeeeeeee~

Dusk,

2010-08-16T03:16:00.000-07:00

life gets you down, doesnt it.

and the truth, really does hurt.

Bulldung,

2010-08-14T07:47:00.000-07:00

the bone was HUGE!

IMMENSE :Y:Y

IT WAS SO HOLLOW IT COULD FIT A KNIFE!

yes, it was DELICIOUS! ;D

just kidding i didn't REALLY eat it :D

in the soup, and oh gosh the meat tasted RAW ! D;

orchids from mingyi's aunt's florist store (yi yi)

the lately used word in the Cheah's presence by Joseph -.-

BULLDUNG.

~~it's such a stupid word :Y:Y:Y~~

SO JUST PICTURES TODAY! :DD

DEXTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. :P

Hurt,

2010-08-13T04:31:00.001-07:00

you know that feeling...

that unfaithful feeling.

that uncertain, hurtful and unstable feeling...?

the feeling you get when you think something's wrong. and your heart just won't stop pounding. and you get depressed and sad. and heartaches start coming. the feeling that kills. it makes you feel like you're worth nothing anymore and that no one in the world cares. like when something good happened, and then something bad turns up and ruins it all? yeah, that feeling. everybody gets them... right?

Far,

2010-08-13T03:00:00.000-07:00

days go by and it's starting to really hurt.

maybe you can take it, but i can't.
this just isn't right.
maybe nothing's suppose to happen between us.
maybe,
we should both just let go.

Mixed,

2010-08-11T06:00:00.000-07:00

the big one's a fake

it was delicious

little Chloe

fish

couldn't fit in one frame so i toke two frames of two parts of it.

tried my best to fit it in. it was too huge

red eggs!

nieh, yum ~

ahma's beautiful flowers. it had ferrero roche inside at first. all stolen by the children.

the monster truck - marcus

secim !

today is so mixed up.

my math result was terrible. mom looked so dissapointed and upset with me. dad, didn't say anything, which is not a good sign. he usually says something to discourage me or say its good. this time, he just stayed silent. it was that bad. mom bought sticky candy for me, and even that didn't help. i really did it this time. there's no point of regretting but i'm doing it anyways, because i know i could've done better. imagine, all questions, careless. you know you could've done better, you know you could've been the one to surprise the class. and then reality brings it down.

drive a coach and horses through something
to expose weak points in an argument

now i just need another idiom to go against that one.

Ask,

2010-08-07T08:04:00.000-07:00

there comes a time where every women ask herself this - WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?

i don't get why my dad always likes to scold me in front of people. when it's just us, he's fine. but when there's people he tries to act like a so-called typical malaysian parent. like a parent who are never proud of their own children. trust me, he never compliments me in front of his friends. so what if he's met the Queen of Malaysia? who cares. one day, if i get to meet someone bigger, he can eat his words. i was just playing around like a child should, and yet he expects me to be what, a totally mature person? impossible. so i have to give hospitality to other people while he doesn't? so that means that he can do anything and i can't? age is just a number. who cares whether you're a hundred? i sure don't. please, what happened to equal rights? one day, he's gonna have it all poured down on him and he's gonna regret for ever doing this to me. karma. what goes around comes around. i know it sounds like i'm cursing him, but don't misunderstand me. i'm just saying that he will get what he deserves. PLEASE, he doesn't get it. he never tries to get it. he will NEVER get it. you know why? because he's too self-centered.

EVERYTHING SHOULD REVOLVE AROUND HIM, AND HIM ONLY.

sitting,

2010-08-07T02:43:00.000-07:00

i'm soooo boreddd! why must every saturday be so boringgggg!

THAT'S WHAT I'D USUALLY SAY.

BUT TODAY,

HOHOHOHOHO NO! :D

during the morning, a lady came over to my house. no, it's not because she's my mom's friend. no, she's not my dad's friend too. ho, she's definitely not MY age. and no, not because she wanted to gamble. she came over, to sell........ JEANS. yes, that's right. sell jeans in my own home. how delightful. hahahahaha! i bought this skinny! i liked it! but why does it have three buttons ? o__o ahh whatever.

during the afternoon, mom and i went to the saloon to wash hair! FIRST TIME! gosh it was a GOOOOOOD experience! hahahaha! i feel so light-headed! it's as if there's no hair there! it's even lighter than a feather! I'M SERIOUS! the salonist was GOOOOD. hahahaha!

and now, i'm ready to go to celebrate ama's birthdayyy! i'm not sure where we're eating, though i know it's big, and chinese. HAHAHAHAHA. and its anywhere but Kota Kemuning. :D today was a weird day, but i guess it's tyical to get a weird day everyday, right? i mean, a school like Sirius Scholar, it's hard to get a 'normal' day. hahahahahaha. ANYWAY, i just proved a point today. i know it sounds DAMN perasan but...............

today mom wanted to eat lunch at some chinese restaurant while i said "let's eat a gelataria!". so then while walking to the restaurant i said "bad things happen when people don't listen to me, just saying." AHAHAHAHA AND GUESS WHAT. the shop wasn't even opened. HAHAHAHAHAHA THAT WAS HILARIOUS! and honestly, i didn't even expect bad things to ACTUALLY happen. though it's not so bad for me, bad for my mom ! :D so then we just went to eat chicken riceee! :) hahahahahaha.

AMERICAN IDOL REPLAYINGGGGG!

BYEBYEEEE.

Too,

2010-08-06T05:39:00.000-07:00

ISN'T CARRIE UNDERWOOD JUST THE BEST SINGER/ARTIST EVER?!

so i'm still sittin here doing my nails. jason's back today ! unfortunately, the first thing he decided to do when he first reached malaysia, his home land, the place with nutured him well, malaysia, yes that's right, the country he had lived in for 17 years. 17 long years malaysia has done him well. ok anyways back to point, he decided to go CC. and in case you don't know what it is, its CYBERCAFE. that's right. joseph fetched him there and my mom like... more or less threatened joseph to tell her where he had fetched him to. so yeah... hope she doesn't have pms now cause if she does, jason'd probably be dead once he step foot into the house. or perhaps tonight he would stay over at a friend's place. AHH WELLS :)

LIFE'S NORMAL.

AS USUAL.

anywayyys, my days are bittersweet now. you know, half good half bad. sweet and sour. up and down. happy and sad. pandan and banana. okay that came out of nowhere but who cares? :D life's been a little down. issues... can't ever escape them. once you have one thing, you can't have the other. guess that's just how life is. OHH WELL. i tried... nieh, and failed. :P

Boreddddd,

2010-08-03T05:44:00.000-07:00

HOWS LIFE ?

NORMAL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIATANTANTAN !

so just to point out the obvious, you're officially older than me :D i am... not sure whether that's a compliment or not BECAUSE i have the full rights to say "HELLO AMA!" now :Y hahahaha on theo ther hand i feel so puny T__T HEH. THERE'S STILL LISHIEN! ;D ANYWAYS, here's the real note that i put my heart and love to! ;D

so we've obviously been through alot, but despite all that, i still love you! (and i mean it --) ANYWAYS, BEST FRIENDS LAAAA! (and i don't just say that to everyone. no seriously, i say it to alot of people, but not everyone.) i'll try my best to hang out more with you now , alright ? (: but our school's so darn small and you always already have a partner with you so yeah... hahahahaha! i do try ! i don't think i make it obvious though :/ ANYWAYS, (for the third time) overall you're a really nice person and just keep going for your goals because you'll surely reach them if you try! you have the potential and skills mnnnannnnnn! ;D hahahahahhaha! ANYWAYS (for the fourth time omg) you have a good heart . <3 hahahahaha and these days it's hard to find somebody with that personality. BECAUSE THE WORLD IS FILLIN UP WITH PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY'RE ALL THAT. :Y so i guess we shall put behind the past and go on for the future cause you're a really really good friend to me !!!! :D HAHAHAHAHA sooooooooooo, i'll try k? :DDDD HEHE. good times, bad times, neutral times, happy times, sad times, exhausting times, complicating times, you were all there for me, and probably more times that we've had together! remember the time you slept over? HECK THAT WAS HELL FUN! HAHAHAHAHAHA! THAT DAY IS UNFORGETABLE! and the time with LIMIN DDDD; HAHAHAHA ~~FARTERS~~ :Y HAHAHAHAHA! so i hope you enjoyed your special day ! YOU SHOULD! D: and i hope this day brings you happier times in the future :) u can make the right decisions! DONT FORGET THAT!

### THE END! ###

Death,

2010-08-01T05:43:00.000-07:00

just when you thought you found the one

he gives you a reason to take it all back.

Soul,

2010-07-31T04:03:00.000-07:00

it's clear to me that everything's changed

nothing we do feels the same

and i'll admit, i'll take the blame.

these days just hasn't been the best days for me. though i gotta give it some credit cause it wasn't the absolute worse day of my life. i'm still good. today was the best day of my week. went to jovee's house for some fun ! went to baskin robin's cause they had 31% discount ! and the queue wasn't crazy long so that was quite lucky of us! and then there's the bad things in life that everyone goes through. and the first one, is being sick. yes, it's a real pain in the butt. i just did my nails, they look horrible but who cares? hahahaha. anyways, i'm really really sick and i don't feel like typing anymore so... bye! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONARDWONGKENMENGYOUSMELLYCRAZYJUMPYFUNNYSTRANGEINAGOODWAYATTIMESTOTALRUGBYANDNARUTOFREAKWHOCALLSMEFATALLTHETIMEANDWHENYOUTRYNOTTOYOUSTILLDOANDALSOYOU'REAMAJORBOOBSOLIVEWITHIT!

hope you love my present (: though u nearly left it in school -- oh wells...

one thing i'm wondering

when you run out of friends

will you be comin back?

F.Y.I,

2010-07-23T04:29:00.001-07:00

cameron highlandddd.

ahh i don't know anymore...

now and then i get insecure
from all the pain,
i feel so ashamed.
but words can't bring me down
so don't you bring me down today.

EXAMMMMM. i don't feel like having exam now. especially now that i'm lazy and struggling to study. OF ALL TIMES, WHY NOW? STUDY.STUDY.STUDY. i'm not working hard enough, i need to work HARDER. BUT WHY CAN'T I?! why can't i just study properly and keep the info in my mind?!?! WHY!?! THIS. IS. SO. FRUSTRATING.

-bittersweet week.

Things,

2010-07-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

STUDY DAMN IT,

STUDY!

Yo,

2010-07-17T02:56:00.000-07:00

apple of your eye? o__O

is that an indirect way of calling me fat? -.-

so, i went to Carrefour just now and desperate pervertic asshole salesmen were trying to get my mom to buy this oven thing! they gave my mom a voucher worth RM300, and when they looked closely it was RM999 discount. ARE THEY CRAZY? LOL. then the person called the boss and the boss said that they weren't given the memo of the RM999 to prevent any stealing because last time got one guy who stole it and gave it to his mom to use. Who was fired then, of course. NOW LET ME ASK YOU, DOES THAT SEEM REALISTIC TO YOU? I don't know, but I'm pretty convinced that was FAKE. I'm fourteen, not stupid. Those people kept asking for my email and facebook account. WTH. PERVERTS MUCH? THAT'S NOT MAKING BUSINESS, THAT'S SCARING YOUR CUSTOMERS AWAY. from outside you'd see me laughing and smiling but deep down, in the dark ends of my mind, i was thinking

"LEAVE ME ALONE YOU WEIRDOS! SUCH CREEPS!"

LOL.

so i'm going to the JAPANESE CONVENTION later! CAN'T WAIT OMGGGG. maybe i should take some picturessss. :DD HAHAHA. i seriously can't wait for tomorrow, some studying is gonna go down in the Cheah house ! WILL UPDATE TOMORROW OR PERHAPS SOON. ;D

DEXTERRRRR.

Before,

2010-07-16T23:14:00.000-07:00

BACKSTREET BOYS - INCONSOLABLE

WHOEVER IS COMING TOMORROW PLEASE CONFIRM!

Away,

2010-07-16T03:59:00.000-07:00

when nobody can find us,
i don't wanna be saved.

i know exams are near. yet, i can't find myself to stay away from the computer. hahahaha. i think people are coming over on sunday to study. :D CAN'T.WAIT.FOR.THAT.DAY. when i can finally study. gosh, i CAN'T drop! i just can't! anywaysss, xiaxue hasn't been really updating soooo, i'm just waiting for it. cause life's so boring now. i don't get why i must always turn on the computer and have nothing to do on it later. right after facebook, msn, music and all... it starts to get boring. then this is when i go to msn and complain how boring it is. but i still refuse to leave the computer. hahaha strange right? :Y sorry, i'm a little random today.

i'm............ STILL SO BORED. OH GOSSHH, NIDDA UPLOAD PICS!

Home,

2010-07-15T05:42:00.000-07:00

i'm...... SO BORED. let's see let's see, what to do.

OH!
i just did a totally new nail designnnnn! it's nothin much to be proud of, really, but anyways, it toke sweat and heart and so YAY! :D and so here i am, supposingly to study because exams are nearly a week from now! so gotta cram the mind with some knowledge! which brings me to, BYEBYE!

Faithfully,

2010-07-11T00:51:00.001-07:00

MUST.GO.JOGGING.

MUST.LOSE.WEIGHT.

MUST!

Everything,

2010-07-10T20:13:00.000-07:00

ahh, i fell in love with Crazier - Taylor Swift again!

so the next time people ask me "so how's life?", know that I'm 14, in my room, with no air-con, on a Sunday afternoon, not in Kinokuniya or somewhere shopping. in other words, BORING. so what am i supposed to do now? sleep again?! hell no. i was suppose to go make a dental appointment for braces and go 1U to buy Sticky Candy, but my mom decided to gamble with her sisters AGAIN. oh god, why can't they gamble at Genting or somewhere else? i know, some of you may go like "omg, they're like your aunts, how can you say that about them." well, firstly, they DRINK. OKAY, DRINK. BEER. EVERY NIGHT BEFORE THEY SLEEP. ALCOHOLIC MUCH. secondly, they.are.NOISY. OMG, SERIOUSLY. you like your house getting noise every weekend? NO. TRUST ME, YOU DON'T. they scream and shout like nobody's business which is why i'm forced to lock myself in my room. AND THIRDLY, THEY TAKE PEOPLE'S THINGS, WITHOUT PERMISSION. ever heard of the term "make yourself at home"? I HATE THAT TERM --

ahh wells, nothing i can do about it. they gamble from 10.00a.m. to 10.oop.m. LITERALLY. so, what am i suppose to do later? NOTHING. NOTHING I CAN DO. DO YOU KNOW WHY?

MOM'S TOO BUSY GAMBLING. DAD'S PLAYING GOLF. JOSEPH'S OUT WITH FRIENDS. JASON'S IN SINGAPORE. KAKAK'S BUSY CLEANING THE HOUSE. UNCLE'S GAMBLING TOO (EVEN IF HE WASN'T WTH AM I SUPPOSE TO DO WITH HIM?!) AND HERE I AM STUCK IN THIS ROOM WRITING THIS! OH GODD! THE BOREDOM'S GETTING TO ME! SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME FROM THIS!

Style,

2010-07-07T05:56:00.000-07:00

pick up your jacket! -karate kid

this book, is awesome!

haha it's our literature book for English this year! and THREE WORDS - OH.MY.GOD. this year's form 1's are reading "How To Eat Fried Worms" while we, the form 2's who used to be 13 once, read "THE BOOK OF THREE" by Llyod Alexander. As you can see I remember the author's name not because it's plastered in my mind forever, NO. that'd be... sad. it's because i still have it and i'm staring at it wondering WHY IT ISN'T "HOW TO EAT FRIED WORMS"! ahh, and i'm yet once again interested in reading. as you can see what i've written above. hahaha. AND MUSIC TOO! and mingyi has influenced me to going back to wushu. THAT LEESHENGYANG BETTER FIND A CONTACT!

and as you know, me being interested in so many things isn't a good thing. do you wanna know why? BECAUSE EXAMS ARE COMING AND I'M SLACKING OFF. I'VE DROPPED. DROPPED. DROPPED. (echoes) LOL. i swear. i fell from ok to suckish. AND I CANNOT, I REPEAT CANNOT HAVE THAT! TIME TO BUCK UP!

Feelings,

2010-07-06T06:10:00.000-07:00

ahh so awesome (:

sometimes.... you just have to learn that you can't always get what you want. but if you look closely, you've got what you need. and isn't that just enough?

why bother when you know you can't get it? why hope you know there is none? why try when you know you're gonna suffer a sad failure? why? sometimes, humans can get really greedy, and they just have to have more than what they already do. personally, i'm happy with what i've got. an amazing family (including extended), the most awesome friends, the funniest pet in the world, and especially the happiness i have now... it's all more than what i could ever ask for. so why, why must people have more? and then comes those who are selfish, unwilling to give. so i guess you can probably see how the greedy's and the selfish's affect each other. not only in simple things like borrowing a pencil, or perhaps lending your textbook to a friend. no, much more, like for say, money to help a friend pay of debt (when you know you DO have extra money). or maybe even... feelings.

i'll end here then.

Hard,

2010-07-03T19:37:00.000-07:00

let's see... i cleaned up my room today so everything looks organized and well put. i practiced piano and ate breakfast. what am i to do now? wait till lunch? oh yeah, i was suppose to tell mingyi's mom that joseph is following to go to pyramid later to watch KARATE KID! oh yeah, su-zen they all are going there later to watch Toy Story 3! haha, hope we DONT meet up :Y haha no laaa joking (: it's really starting to get to me, the boredom, i mean. oh gossshhh, wat else can i do to kill time?

Yo,

2010-07-03T07:35:00.001-07:00

don't you just hate it when finally you found what you're looking for; and it gets taken away from you.

life's get boring these days... i want something amazing, out of the norm yet wonderful to happen! but no, apparently that never comes, therefore i have given up on hoping for something as awesome as that to happen. LOL. i made something for lishien? :D hahahaha just a little reminder for her to know she's an AWESOME friend! ;D hahaha oh godddd, so boredddddd.

Politics,

2010-06-30T04:29:00.000-07:00

my dad's good with arguements!

SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY HE ISN'T A LAWYER!

hahaha, my brother's recent title for his English presentation is "Government Examination should be Abolished" and he supports! WOOHOO! hahaha. hmm. nothin much to say... i repainted my nails? and this time, NO DESIGN. (: my mom was ever so kind to buy the non-fattening but doesn't really taste that good but still edible and alright ice cream that costs a agood 5 bucks from the 100yen shop! :DD ahh, gotta love mom. then................ tonight i'm left alone... ): ahh wells, what am i suppose to do bout that? in fact, what CAN i do about that? nothing.

exactly.

Scars,

2010-06-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

the adorable girl on the right!

i really really love this singer called

MADDI JANE

youtube her. she's SOOO good! especially her "Breakeven" by The Script cover. its so darn good! she was so good she went on ELLEN. yes, cool isn't it? ahh... nothing left to say. everybody seems so emo these days it's starting to get boring...

Ladies,

2010-06-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

BACK FROM SINGAPOREEEE! (i know u didn't miss me --)
damnn... it's so systematic and green there and i miss it so muchhhhh!
u know everytime you get out from the LRT you're already in a shopping mall?
and by mall i don't mean by pyramid and some shit...
I MEAN MALLS WITH O.P.I., JUICE COUTURE, VOGUE, CHANEL ETC.
yes, that's the malls there. T___T

i was innocently outside the Northpoint Mall, looking around like a lost cat, that is, until my MOM decided to spot people giving out FREE MINUTE MAIDEN ORANGE JUICES! it's completely free! no credit card shit, like, just FREE. FREE,FREE,FREE. see why i miss singapore so much? so then, of course, free things who wouldn't want? which brought our greedy minds to take ...

NOT 1

NOT 2

NOT 3

NOT 4

NOT 5

= 11

LOL!

then after that, we went to see the rehearsal national day for singapore! there were TANKS! DAMN COOOOOLL~ and just to clear the people's mind, NO, I DID NOT GO TO THE UNIVERSAL STUDIO, TICKETS WERE SOLD OUT. LOL. PLUS, I WENT THERE TO SEE MY BROTHER!

and there were JET PLANES!

so at night my mom decided to go to Sands something blablabla. and here are the pictures! oh by the way, we didn't even get to go up to the damn thing because it cost $20 JUST TO GO UP/PERSON. and also we walked 10km, not exagurating (okay maybe a little) (okayy, maybe ALOT)! ITS CRAZY K. no wonder singaporeans are so fit! they walk EVERYWHERE! which in my point of view, is so cool!

decided to take little pictures....

WHO EVER SAID SINGAPORE WAS SMALL?! (refer to the picture above LOL)

SO THAT'S IT,

BYEBYEEEE! (:

Away.

2010-06-25T05:56:00.001-07:00

THANK YOU YAPPEIRU!!

I LOVE U LAAAAAAAAAAAA (:

Adorable,

2010-06-25T05:02:00.001-07:00

things are lookin up, but it'll all fall apart again.

there's always something in life that you want, but can't get. and when you have it, you either lose another thing or don't get the next thing you hope for. which is why i can't have things look up now. of all times, NOW. exams are just around the corner and who knows, the next thing karma wants to take from me is my exam results! AND I CAN'T HAVE THAT OMG! yes, i'm so paranoid but still... don't tell me you guys haven't really thought about this before? i'd rather have any other problem now. just don't take away my resultssss! T___T i can't afford to get bad grades. and my grades now are already, how should i put this, DOWN THE DRAIN. to be lower than where i already am, is a disgrace. which is why i'm cramming for exam! CRAMMING I TELL YA CRAMMING! now all i need to know is what chapter to what chapter. hahahahaha.

AND CAN SOMEBODY SWEET PLEASE RECOMMEND NICE SONGS TO ME?

Ticket,

2010-06-21T04:27:00.001-07:00

i got a first class ticket mannnn! :P

ahhh wellls, so boreddd. should i go bball? i'm not suppose to, but should i? THESE, MY FRIENDS, DOMDOMDOM, ARE THE HARD DECISIONS OF LIFE :Y:Y

Mistakes,

2010-06-20T00:43:00.000-07:00

you need to know,

whatever you get is done by no one but yourself.

your actions affect every single second of your life.

it's alright, everybody makes mistakes,

what you can do now

is learn from them.

i was bored and decided to scan through my biodata book for standard 6. it really hit me. have you ever wondered, how many people have trusted/loved/cared and hoped the best for you, which you didn't return? how many people have missed and thought of you when you first left the school, which you didn't think of? heck, how many poeple are even thinking about the old times with you now, which you have forgotten... forgotten...

not to be boastful or anything, really, but i've noticed many people wrote that they'd be worried for me, due to my extremely "kindness". i've changed, but was i really that nice? nice to the point that i might get hurt? ... maybe... i know many of my secondary friends would hardly believe that people actually call me "kind" during my primary years, but yeah, they did.

there was two people (not mentioning names), who seemed to care for me but thought i hated them. one of them wrote that she doesn't need to wish me to get good results for my exams, instead she wrote that she KNEW i would get good results. then she added that i can go on hating her, and forget about her, and that she wouldn't mind because she just wants me to be happy. she was my close friend, and i'm pretty sure those aren't just words, they meant something. now i'm just wondering whether she had missed me. at the same time wondering whether i miss her... we had been though alot. many people wouldn't know that since i never really talk about my past with them. but still...

peiru's and gillian's one really really touched me (: it was... nice to know that they thought what i was, was good. i don't think they would read this though :Y they'd been stressed out and worried for things in school. too busy to read this :Y so many of them had said 6D can no longer protect me from getting bullied anymore since we were parting. i guess they KINDA protected me. haha, remember "ben sheng deng" -- that stupid idiot ahh, bad; yet good memories. if any of my secondary friends are reading this, ask me if you wanna know who that dumbass is cause i don't recall mentioning anything about him to you guys :P ahh, i don't know. i feel like repaying them in any way i could now... ahh...

everyone's a free bird. all of us can fly, except that most of us forget the existence of out wings... and slowly, slowly we forget how to fly. we lock ourselves in a cage. the one who hates us most is ourselves. then, there are some of us who remember that they have wings, but do not try to fly. it is those who believe that they can fly who find true happiness. -linghui (:

Fairytales,

2010-06-19T03:57:00.000-07:00

fairytales... do they exist?
i believe in fairies, and hell yeah greek gods and karma,
but fairytales?
that's a hard one...

sam tsui's a good singer (:

school starts in 2 days time. am i suppose to be excited? finally, out of the boredom and all. but why aren't i? i spent the holidays well, but i'm pretty sure i won't miss it. did i forget to do something? why do i have that feeling that i'm missing something... i'm pretty there's nothing else anymore... ahh, leave me wonderingggg

Blame,

2010-06-19T01:34:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE PEOPLE,
DON'T BLAME MALAYSIA FOR BEING HOT! D: <
IT'S GLOBAL WARMING'S PROBLEM FOR PETE'S SAKE --

oh godddd, hot days make me feel like sleepinggggg. yet part of me doesn't just wanna doze off into the pitch black. haha, i've spent my holidays... well. (not really) anywayssss, went to Taylor's University Parent/Teacher Day today. seriously, my brother and his english teacher act like Drake (from drake & josh) and Mrs. Haffer (or however you spell it, i mean HER name). yet for some reason his teacher seems to go along well with me. i went in the room, sat down and she said "you know you are more responsible than your brother." LOL. i don't know to be flattered or what. hahahaha. let's skip the bosting before i sound like a lan c b'tch :Y hmmm......

SERYN, UPDATE YOUR BLOGGG! D:<
SU-ZEN, noisyyyyy :Y:Y haha no laaaaa (:
LI SHIEN, tell me how da movie went! :D
MY BRAIN, SHUT UP AND GO SLEEP ALREADY!

brain : okayyyy(:

Secrets,

2010-06-18T06:22:00.000-07:00

Attention-Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder

STUPID HUIWENNNNNN!
HAHAHA I LOVE U LAAA :Y
yesterday and today was filled with jokes! so on monday, classmates, teachers, whatever, get ready to be joki-fied! ;D HAHAHAHA. it's been a long time since jokes so i just wanna tell like 3 jokes. wouldn't kill anybody riiiight? :D soooo, i've been listening to ALOT of songs lately. hey! it's the holidays and i need a happy time! which i find is listening to songs so yeahhhhh. :Y ahhhh, many people have proven me, life is so damn GOOD! XD hahaha, idk, maybe its ADHD for me again -- ahh well. (: seryn, YES, HE IS HOT! :D

HEHEHEHE.

NIGAHIGA! :P

I STOLE THIS FROM DAPHNE LOL,

2010-06-17T20:20:00.000-07:00

I STOLE THIS FROM DAPHNE LOL.

#1 What is your name:
Amelia

#2 A four Letter Word:
Apple. Oh wait, that's five.

#3 A boy's Name:
Adrian?

#4 A girl's Name:
Amelia

#5 An occupation:
A psychiatrist

#6 A color:
Apple Green

#7 Something you'll wear:
A shirt.

#8 A food:
A food.

#9 Something found in the bathroom:
A toothbrush

#10. A place:
Ampang

#11 A reason for being late:
A cat ate my legs.

#12 Something you'd shout:
AMELIA!

#13 A movie title:
Alice in Wonderland!

#14 Something you drink:
Don't know

#15 A musical group:
A (Eh), i don't know EVERYTHING you know.

#16 An animal:
Alaska Fox. (LOL IDK GOT SUCH THING)

#17 A street name:
Ampang Street. (LOL IDK GOT SUCH THING)

#18 A type of car:
A car.

#19 The title of a song:
Airplanes

#20 Tag 10 people
Alicia
Anthea
A friend
A friend

A friend
A friend
A friend
A friend
A friend
A friend
A friend

whoops, that was 11.#

Hey,

2010-06-16T21:50:00.000-07:00

oh goshhhh, life is so damn good! :D

ahhhhh, i don't know why but these days i'm like, on ADHD - Attention-Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder! (got the word from "off the pills - stink people") i don't know, i just love life the way it is now! ;D

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, MingYi, Seryn and i went to OngOng's house to watch Peter Pan! i must say i used to not understand why she's crazy over him but now i totally do! he gets hotter AND HOTTER THE MORE YOU LOOK AT HIM! but, it wasn't his face that captured me, it was his QUOTES! OMG! see for youself :-

*Never is an awfully long time.
*Second to the right, straight on to morning!
*To live would be an awfully big adventure.
*Fairies are so small that they only have room for one emotion at a time.
*Unhand that savage, you savage!
*Promise me one day you'll leave hope to me.
*If you were me, I'd be ugly.
*Me? Forget? Never.
*To die would be an awfully big adventure.

WHAT DID I TELL YA'! IT'S AWESOME! I MEAN, THEY'RE AWESOME!

i'm in love with this song "I'm Down - Lil Crazed". it's probably not what most of my friends would listen to but it is AWESOME! :DDD anyways, i wanna go makan di! gonna go cooking class later at 2! and MAYBE gonna go jogging with hazel later again! jogged for 4km today!

:{ )
THE { IS MY MISAI! ;D

Likes,

2010-06-15T20:44:00.000-07:00

FOR ALL THOSE WHO CAN'T READ CHINESE,
TOO BAD. ;D

1.你的中文名字: 微颖

2.你的英文名字: Amelia

3.從小到大的綽號: Melia?

4.最喜歡哪一位明星: CARRIE UNDERWOOD!

5.你現在穿著什麼: 没有在穿着东西. jealous?

6.妳現在在聽誰的歌: Come Back - Lil Crazed

7.妳的手機是用哪間公司的: Sony Ericsson (:

8.妳到目前為止吃的最後一樣東西: Garlic Bread. --

9.如果說是一枝蠟筆,想當什麼顏色: Blue!

10.蜜月想去哪裡: AMERICA! LOL

11.現在天氣如何: SUNNYYYYY (;

12.上次最後一次是跟誰講電話: Mom.

13.最先注意異性的哪一部分: Characterrrrrr!

14.今天過的如: goooooood!

15.妳最喜歡的飲料/吃過最好吃的食物: 菜，我就是怪的啦

17.習慣喝什麼樣的酒: 酒？！我几岁哦

18.上一個打工的地方: in a laboratory! LIKE DEXTER. :Y

19.上一科考什麼: ICT TEST.

20.如果可以養,想養哪種狗: ... i love my dog the way he is --

21.到夜市第一個想吃: ROTI JOHN

22.晚上幾點睡: 12a.m. XP

23.甯采臣張無忌唐玄宗三個人中你想當誰: 谁都不要

24.聶小倩西施武則天三人你想當誰: 谁都不要

25.如果可以請阿亮幫你尋人,你想找誰: myself. LOL

26.妳最喜歡的一句歌詞:
It's like
We all have better days
Problems getting all up
In your face
Just because
You go through it
Don't mean it got
To take control, no

Don't wanna
Let your mind
Keep playin' you
And sayin' you
Can't go on
I'm tellin' you that
Things get better
Through whatever

27.如果你可以變成透明人三小時,你想做什麼: kick asses (:

28.你給你喜歡/暗戀的人吃了一顆糖,妳可以請他為你做任何事(限一件),你要他做什麼: eat shit :D

29.如果你可以生活在古代任何一個時期,你想活在什麼時候: my time now is the BEST! =D

31.妳中了一張彩卷,獎金夠你請一個人吃飯,你要請誰: FORM 2A! :DDDD

32.上一次開ICQ是什麼時候: ICQ? o__O

33.BLOG站台的名字: bubblyevelyn.blogspot.com

34.麼讓你開心: haha do something unexpected, sweet and funny :)

35.生日: 31 Jacemry 2012 ;D

36.戴不戴隱形眼鏡: o__o

37.兄弟姊妹與年紀: biggest bro - 20, big bro - 18

38.學校: SIRIUS SCHOLARRRR! ♥♥♥

39.喜歡做什麼: JOGGINGGGGG ♥

40.別人給過你的最好意見: You can't expect everybody to understand everything(=

41.你有贏過任何獎項嗎: GOT! WITH MA VERY AWESOME FRIENDS - PEI RU♥ JIA QI♥ JOLENE♥!

42.將來想要當什麼: SURGEONN, MANICURISTTT, LAWYER, PSYCHIATRIST...... XD IDK!

43.近期的目標: just be happy with life the way it is! cause everything is the way it is suppose to be! :D

44.最喜歡的音樂: COME BACK (AHMIR, SHANNAY, LILCRAZED)

45.最喜歡的電影: idk.

46.最喜歡的女生香水: ... yerrrrr, i don't use.

47.最喜歡的男生古龍水: O______________________O

48.喜歡跳舞嗎: LIKE!

49.會因為害羞而不敢跟人告白嗎: ................. 不知道不知道啦啦啦啦啦啦

50.生过最大的病: DON'T REMEMBER ;P

>>喘口休息一下<<100大問題<續>

51.交過幾個男/女朋友: 不知道，你想lieh?

52.做過最笨的事: got..... ):

53.如果可以改變,你最想改變什麼: 改成叟人咯!

54.宗教信仰: buddhist? ;D

55.覺得男生穿襯衫打領帶如何: ............ boringgg........ :Y

56.代步的交通工具: a motor vehicle with four wheels; usually propelled by an internal combustion engine. ;DD

57.一天的什麼時候上大號: what kind of question is this

58.有在蒐集什麼東西嗎: .......... no?

59.電腦桌面的背景是: i'm not even using a table -- i'm using my bed! :>

60.想上哪一個電視節目: not thinking of any.

61.上次做善事是什麼時候: CHARITY SALES!

62.想做又不敢作的事: ...... kick someone's ass. (;

63.上一樣在網路買的東西是: IDR LOL.

64.瀏覽器的首頁設在: google

65.最喜歡什麼穿著的女生: WHAT?

66.最喜歡什麼穿著的男生: HUH?

67.你覺得做什麼事最浪費時間: play commppp

68.上次被罵是什麼時候: i forgotten... long time di lo!

69.現在有養什麼寵物: WHA?

70.上一次哭是什麼時候: ........................... dont' remind me...

71.最想跟國父孫中山說什麼: MY BRAIN. LOL

72.最想學哪種語言: Frenchhhhh

73.看過最好笑的喜劇片: JUST FOLLOW LAW & RUSH HOUR 3 :Y:Y

74.看過最可怕的恐怖片: locker 17 or what number forgotten di....

76.會令你把信用卡刷爆的店: IDK LOL, i've never spent like A WHOLE LOT to a thousand bucks so i wouldn't know

这里以下都是珮茹的,我懒得做了！要去ONGONG的家咯！byeeeee!

DOWN HERE ALL PEIRU'S. I DAMN LAZY TO DO DI! ;DD BYEEE! I'M OFF TO SU-ZEN HSE!
77.喜歡自己的工作/科系嗎: ...

78.最不希望哪種死法: ...duno

79.最喜歡的運動: dancing..

80最要好的朋友: =D Everyone!

81.心情不好都做什: cry? contengggggggg. drawing! write it out.. find friends and sis to talk to! =)

82.都看什麼流行雜誌: CLEO

83.上次同學會是什麼時候: somewhere iin february. <>

Have faith in yourself. SMILE. =D

94.在大庭廣眾下無聲放了個很臭的屁怎麼辦: ??

95.最讓你懷念的一段時光: stnd 6 and last year~!

96.花了多久打完這份問卷: 16 mins. i got count!

97.現在累不累: yes!

98.現在這個問卷是誰傳給你的: YC

99.你覺得這個問卷如何: =D

100.列出你要把這份問卷傳下去的人: anyone. =D

Life,

2010-06-15T07:02:00.000-07:00

Episode 245678 is finally here!

and amelia has chosen the path of....

MATH TUITION!

woah, now where did THAT come from? well, teacher lum decided to change the tuition time to 2 - 4 for today so TADA! anyways people, watch NIGAHIGA. introduced by mingyi (or not :Y) HEHE. just watch his Movie In Minutes and Off The Pills. THEY'RE SOOOOOOO FUNNNAYYYY! 8) he's cool~ :D anyways, i'm extremely sleepy now.............. NITES *turns the light off*

"oh shit, forgotten to off the comp."

2010-06-14T21:02:00.000-07:00

NIGAHIGA NIGAHIGA NIGAHIGA NIGAHIGA

oh godddddd, its so boringgg at home! i wanna complete my geography homework but i'm too lazy to go and print things! ahh, went jogging with hazel (joseph's friend) this mornin! finally something to kill time! well, ACTUALLY i've been going jogging since the beginning of the holidays but at least i have a jogging partner now -- my mom is an extremely slow jogger. :Y i mean, my mom at her age, IS pretty good at jogging already laaaa XD ahh, i don't know how to rephrase that to make it seem not lc. LOL. oh wellsssss, i'm just sittin here, in my room, blogging, facebook-ing, msn-ing and itunes-ing. what shuld i do later? OH! AT NIGHT MAYBE GO PYRAMID! 8D but that's night. OH SHIT, MATH TUITION AT 6! AHHHHH! but what to do till then... hmm... i'm probably having lunch (or not) soon sooooooooooooooooooooooo...

should i be so rajin and find a godforsaken pendrive in my house, come back here, plug it in, do the cut and paste thing and negotiate with my mom that it's really important homework, print out my pictures, paste them in the manilla card, do touch-ups and all for the geo presentation?

OR

should i just sit here and play comp?

DOM DOM DOM
FIND OUT NEXT TIME ON...
AMELIA AND HER DOOMED-BOREDOM! episode 245678#

Alright,

2010-06-13T22:04:00.000-07:00

niehh, when you look at life closely, it's actually pretty good.

this song describes my post today, listen to it. (:

Hidden,

2010-06-13T04:32:00.000-07:00

a hole in my hand... and heart.

Honesty,

2010-06-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

that's right hide your faceeee :Y NO LAAAAA. :D

by denying something; you're admitting something.
# -DEXTER.(:

HAPPY BURFDAY STUPID HUIWEN! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
don't worry about getting old, you already were! ;D
HAHA NO LAAAAAAAAAA.
you were older. :Y
NO LAAAAAAAAAAAA.
you will always remain young ~~and stupid~~ to me! :D

I LOVE YOU , YOU "CLEVER" GIRLLLL! (:

Changes,

2010-06-10T19:09:00.000-07:00

if this is really what you are then maybe i shouldn't have said yes in the first place. sorry, my fault; my mistake.

Weird,

2010-06-09T22:49:00.000-07:00

these days i've been sleeping in ama's room! feels good to have some privacy, that is, until last night when my mom decided to miss me and sleep with me -- she claims a MOSQUITO was bothering her too much and she lectured (she calls it talking) about mosquitoes and how irritating they are until she slept unconsciously. :D

so, my mom and i currently share a family "secret" which joseph is so eager to know. hehehe :Y too bad for him! even my mom refuses to tell him because MEN WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND. YES, MEN. they say that WOMEN are hard to figure out when THEY are the ones who don't bother to. ;D

omgeeeeeeeee!
DIARY - TINO COURY ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i've been going on youtube lately and got awesome covers of "Come Back" by AHMIR!
check xshannay & lilcrazed out! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Thunder,

2010-06-06T04:13:00.001-07:00

nahhh ditcherrrrrrr.

Take It Slow,

2010-06-04T08:57:00.000-07:00

"you're leavin; and you don't want me to see"

yes hello! life is... neutral? i'm like a neutral atom man! with, i don't know, 4 protons, electrons and neutrons! did you know, ions, atoms and particles are all different and each have a way to calculate the amount? :Y:Y:Y ahh, i don't know what i'm talking about now. damn. okay, i shall list down homework. yes, homework.

History essay (Religion is the key......)
Geography presentation (Environment.......)

And well, i can't think anymore. got alot on my plate now (like, not literally ):) , byees.

Temporary Home,

2010-06-03T08:39:00.000-07:00

"This is my temporary home, it's not where I belong."

lishien,
- toilet - clean - shit - sky - guys - us - shit - sadness absorber - happy absorber - moody - hurt - depressed - shit feeling - give up - strong - let go.

SHIT.

Rusty,

2010-06-02T15:48:00.000-07:00

trying to be perfect; trying not to let you down.

lately i've been... hurt... and well, yeah, that's it. i mean, i don't often get this so i think there's something wrong with me. though i hope it's not due to health issues. these days i don't feel like laughing. i feel like just getting out of wherever i am. trust me, i already feel like getting out of this room. i don't know... i feel like... running to a place where there are seriously no one and i could just... let go... there. i'm not a strong person, but i wanna be. it's easier. i don't know. and sometimes i wish i could write the complete truth here but i can't cause passerby's or i don't know who will read my blog and there'd be rumors and crap and junk and fishbones everywhere so i'll just deal with it.

Chances,

2010-05-30T17:54:00.000-07:00

ahhhhh... so sien.

today's schedule :-
wake up
bathe
eat breakfast
come upstairs
hula hoop
play computer
send songs to phone
try to get mom to go photostat wedding dress score for KEI/KAY(:
if can, go lo
if cannot, computer
eat lunch
tv
stone
daydream
tell myself I WILL NOT CAMWHORE
camwhore
computer
hula hoop
see if i have any other things to do
NAILS!!
tv
computer
tv
computer
bathe
eat dinner
sleep

Damaged,

2010-05-30T02:01:00.000-07:00

ahhh.... heartache again...

thanks seryn, it's really good advice (: AND NO, I'M SO NOT JUST SAYING IT! anybody would agree with me kaysss? ;D

Tired,

2010-05-29T06:18:00.000-07:00

damn.....

these few days i keep getting heartache FOR NO REASON. i know many people say this to cover up the REAL reasons but seriously, i have no reason for heartache. i mean, my life couldn't get any better! my mom told me next month she may be getting me my itouch! 32gb 4th generation itouch! that's... definitely not a reason to be sad. then, all my friends are alright with me now! maybe some of them gossip behind my back :Y but who cares? that's normal already... so that's not a reason...

damn..........

PLUS

tomorrow's finally SPORTS DAY! :D CAN'T WAIT! (and that, is yet again, not a reason to have heartache)

heartache,

DEXTER.

Hi,

2010-05-28T21:14:00.001-07:00

YES!
I'VE FINALLY GOTTEN EENIE MEENIE PRINTED OUT!
NOW I'MMA LEARN!

but after i learn invisible :Y the left hand is a bit confusing... but i'll get past that... :D

so, yesterday, my house was turned 180 degrees around. NOT LITERALLY. well, MAYBE literally D: i'm too lazy to explain it all so yeah...

i'm too lazy to upload anymore. byeee's!

Friends,

2010-05-26T08:20:00.000-07:00

i get it girl, heartache.

Damn,

2010-05-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

EVERYBODY TAKES HIS SIDE.

LIKE,
SCREW IT LA.

EVERYBODY WANTS ME TO LOOK THROUGH HIS EYES.
WHAT?
MY OPINIONS MEAN NOTHING NOW?

SCREW TODAY.
SCREW TOMORROW.
SCREW EVERY FREAKIN DAMNED DAY LA

EVERYBODY TELLS ME "PUT YOURSELF IN HIS SHOES"
BUT DO THEY EVEN KNOW WHAT I GO THROUGH?
NO
THEY DON'T CARE.
WHY?
CAUSE SUDDENLY EVERYTHING ABOUT ME DOESN'T MATTER.
I'M NOTHING TO THEM.
BUT APPARENTLY HE IS SO MANY THINGS TO THEM
AND I'M ALWAYS WRONG

Hurts,

2010-05-22T21:48:00.000-07:00

people these days should learn to LET. GO.

it wouldn't kill people to let go once to twice right? i mean, i used to not be able to let something free but now that i have, i feel... great! i feel like life is put there to enjoy. :) i feel so much more lighter. no more burdens, no more thinking of hurting somebody's feelings, no more what ifs. and do you have any idea how great it feels like not to think of what ifs? IT'S AWESOME MAN. many people think i'm weird and blahblahblah, but... i just let it past. you know? let it go right past me and forget about it. cause you know what? i AM weird. :Y but i ain't see nothin wrong with that! so, yeah. for all those bitcha's out there who thought i was a psycho, too bad la, not my problem kan? and so...... this post is dedicated to four people in my life... ->

A201
LET GO (:

SHELDON & JONATHAN -- == -- == -- == -- ==
LET GO

ALICIA
LET GO. it wasn't even a big deal (: plus, how many times have you seen me annoyed already -- that was what i call normal human reflexes my dear.

recently i've been listening to this very... OMG BRILLIANT SONG! presenting I GOT YOU BY LEONA LEWIS! :DDDD
find the youtube link yourself.

LYRICS
A place to crash
I Got You
No need to ask
I Got You
Just get on the phone
I Got You
Come and pick you up
If I have to

What's weird about it
Cause we're right at the end
Mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I'm proud to say
I Got U

Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place
To run to
For better or worse
I Got You

In falling apart
Of...
Let's be bigger than that
And remember
The colding outdoor
We we're both alone
Both surviving
No trouble no need for a show
Just wanna say;
I Got You

Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place
To run to
For better or worse
I Got You

Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place
To run to
For better or worse
I Got You

'Cause this is love that I
And nothing we can both control
And if it don't feel right
You're not losing me by letting me know

So,
Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place
To run to
For better or worse
I Got You

Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place
To run to
For better or worse
I Got You

A place to crash
I Got You
No need to ask
I Got You

Try,

2010-05-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

today sucked.

i didn't mean to;
i didn't want to;
i didn't try to;
it's just what i call normal human reflexes.
maybe you should try looking through my eyes.
instead of telling me to look at yours,
cause i've tried...
and tried...
and failed to understand why.

so it's either that, or
you're just not real.
not true.
no nothing that i thought you was.

Celebration,

2010-05-15T20:28:00.001-07:00

gossssshhh, yesterday was officially jonathen's and minhong's dayyyy! :D we celebrated jon's so today joseph and i are going out with my cousins to celebrate his birthday in RAKUZEN! :D speaking of "ZEN", su-zen's supposingly coming my house laterrrrr. and maybe sheldon too! :D i have a feeling today is gonna be goooood! :))))

but there IS a problem. my maid threw away my kangkong seeds and teacher kinsan will surely kill me if she finds out. T_T i SPECIFICALLY told her NOT to throw them but she did anyways. i think i said this the last post, or did i? i forgotten -- at first she said "okok, i won't throw away the seeds in the tissue." and last night she was like "no! it was there such a long time i might as well throw them away." you say ridiculous or not! then i somehow made her realise that those seeds were extremely important to me. so in the end she said "sorry sorry sorry. next time i won't throw away things because it surely would be important to you." the i was like... feeling guilty i just said "no, it's alright. my fault. i didn't put them where i was suppose to." BUT SERIOUSLY, IF NOT AT THE DINING TABLE, THEN WHERE?! -- i put there later i go put somewhere else i'll surely forget then i'll be scouting the whole house. trust me, i've had this experience with my camera.

another problem would be WHAT SHOULD I GET MIN HONG?! i know he lovesss books but what book specifically does he want!!?!?!? i think i'll ask su-zen and alicia later since he always borrows from them :Y anyways that's all.
CIAO'S!

DEXTERRR.

Blissful,

2010-05-15T07:56:00.000-07:00

today was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! ♥

soooooooooooo... today i was practically OUT the whole day :D in the morning, huichi came to my house to prepare the stuff for jonathen's surprise party. turned out, we all just sat there and played computer games. hey! it's hard to keep your eyes away from the comp kay? alicia came late -- but whatever, the past is the past and yes alicia, i forgive u kay? :) we were just joking. first, we went to pyramid to get the present! i got him two keychains! (one in chinese :Y) then came the good part - jonathen's house :DD so we had a little trouble finding his house but i've got to say, not being a show-off but, my sense of direction is not bad, but it's not like VERY good too :Y reached there; decorated the place. not bad weh! the strings of colour paper and balloons looked really good! mingyi, alicia and huichi did a good job with the card :)

A REALLY REALLY REALLY EXTREMELY EXCELLENT/TERRIFIC/MAGNIFICENT/FABULOUS/BRILLIANT/GENIUS JOB!

hahahaha selena gomez :Y joseph ACTUALLY said she was HOT! but he thinks justin bieber's a fag :D

YANG! WHY DID YOU RUIN THE WHOLE THING?! to that statement, yang was to go home and jonathen came down with him. he saw us, the whole surprise was blown, and yang didn't have cake :Y:Y:Y but at least i still had fun! eh, seriously fun kay?! DAGAO?! XD anywayssssssssssss, we watched "The Proposal"! quite funnnayyyyy. then we watched wizards of waverly place and hannah montana! but my left eye grew red in the middle and i had to go to the kitchen around 3 times or more just to wash em'. GOSH IT STILL HURTS! (but not as much) i never knew sheldon was a pervert. hahahaha. he was laughing like mad at every single sick part. XD i was sitting lonely, peacefully and quietly outside after washing my eyes because the aircon was dusty and i am a little allergic to dust. until JONATHEN came along :Y:Y hahaha he ACTUALLY saw me sitting there. then we went up where we found HUIWEN & JOSHUA! :D both playing computerrr. we joined them and i have officially opened a brand new magician dragonica character! (gosh what a long post) anywaysss, it was fun. :) huichi's dad fetched us home where i had to immediately eat and get ready for bball practice.

CAN DIE WAN EH!

i tell u we ran like 30 rounds around the court. shit weh! we did 50 push-ups (MAN STYLE) and 50 sit-ups!!!! then we toke a rest and did lay-up or however you spell it. later, we toke a long longggg rest and allen made us have a match against the guys. NOT BAD WEH! (because we have like, two awesome bball players - guys in our team) 21-17? GUESS WHO WON?!?!? :DDDDDDDDD

not us...

haizzz, nevermind! 17 not bad horrr! AGAINST GUYS WEH! ;D so now i'm sweating dungs (refrained from using the word shit) and i'm gonna go take a shower now! BYEE~

future loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee
weddinggggg dress
fallinggggg slowlyyy
DEXTERRR.

Oh,

2010-05-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

maybe i should start taking my own advice.

ohmygeeeeee, i tell you, i can break down to tears anytime now. why why why why why must people go through this? whywhywhy? sometimes, well, everytime, i just wish you saw things through my eyes, that way you'd understand what it means to get hurt. it feels like everytime i try, i fall; and when i get up again, i tumble down more. you don't know how it feels like to cry at least two tears a night, two in the morning, and at least another 24 more for the week. so i guess what i'm asking is just for you to understand. to at least, for once, just for once in your life, understand.

"don't you worry about a thing, i'll be here."
yeah, right.
amelia.

Shut Up,

2010-05-12T04:45:00.000-07:00

i'm fat. got a problem with that?

if you do, i got a problem with your face.

i burn away most of my fats; u burn away most of your shit face.

brilliant.

Sing,

2010-05-11T08:22:00.000-07:00

AJ RAFAEL - WHEN WE SAY

Somethin bout the way
Somethin bout the way you look
In my eyes
You make everything so damn easy
So easy that I don't got to worry bout a thing

And baby when we touch
All I can see is the image of us
Sitting by the ocean
Just before the dusk
Sippin on a juice box and
Sand between our toes

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we have our first kiss
But this ain't a movie
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

Just tell me you don't love me
Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do
Tell me I don't make you smile
Like I do when you walk in the room
You're so hard to let go

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we say it's forever
But this ain't a fantasy
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

This hurts so much to know that you're
With someone else when you should be w me
It's just hard to accept that I can't be around
He better be treatin you good
I'm no einstein but I know a sign
When I see one
And I know you love me too

We learnt this song in vocal today. It's a good song :)

Lala,

2010-05-08T20:46:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS MOTHER'S DAY!

good thing i have something in mind. :Y

Jealousy,

2010-05-08T05:42:00.001-07:00

Jealousy is a terrible sickness; get well soon.

...

Maybe i should start taking my own advice.

___________________________________

sooooooooooooooooooooo. lately i've been doing nothing productive. should i close down this blog? it feels so deserted -- so let me tell you about my day, it was really boring, but this is my one way to kill time. first, i went JOGGING! ♥ after that, came home and started with the computer :Y (after bathing of course). did the whole blog fixing thing (post before this) and downloaded some songs into dad's laptop. went to breakfast where i saw AUNTY MAY. LOL. the rest is quite predictable. -computer, tv, guitar, tv, computer, guitar, tv, tv, tv, tv, tv. i didn't eat for 9 hours STRAIGHT. awesome isn't it ? so i just had dinner - nasi lemak and a kebab. due to my mom's laziness we couldn't even eat a proper dinner. she didn't even give me lunch! WTH. yesterday's dinner our only "liao" was A FISH. YES, A FISH. A FREAKIN FISH. and soup of course :D hahaha.

gosssh, i'm boredd... i would really appreciate it if somebody talked to me now )); EXCLUDING PERVERTS. :Y

anyways, i'm too lazy to type anymore. byee's.
actually i wasn't too lazy to type, i just wanted to play pet society
(sshh, we're keeping this between us, other people who doesn't read everything won't know)
AMELIA.

Time,

2010-05-07T22:07:00.000-07:00

gosssssshhhhhh!

what a way to kill time! haha "what way" you may ask, the BLOGGY WAY! :D hahaha i nidda thank seryn a bazillion times for the beautiful layout :) so the thing went a bit bizzare. all the photobucket pictures went crazy and all tat displayed was "UPGRADE NOW!" which was very annoying and ugly soooooo... i went to do picnik and i think i was doing it for at LEAST 2 hours STRAIGHT. but i LOVEE the outcome!

when you first go to my blog, the picture would be none other than the FORM 2A'S picture from Form 1 time. I LOVEE LOVEEEE LOVEEEEEEE THAT PICTURE! then when you click journal it turns to my picure -- then biography shows THE CHEAH FAMILY'S CHILDREN YO! i just love that picture :Y then comments shows my besties pictureeee!!! too bad we don't have a picture with huichi. when we get it i'm gonna change it ;D and affliates yet again shows another picture of me == i even bothered to change the background for the date and time. it's not that clear and not really that nice but i still love it! HEY, IT'S HARDWORK! *phew!* oh, the picture beside the latest post also done by *coff coff* yours truly *coffff* :Y:Y

so, lately i've been stealing leonard's pet society stuff :Y more like help him earn money then buy it myelf. hey, at least i'm not using my own hard earn moneyyyy!! oh, now he has zero cause i made sure i used ALL of his money hahahaha. NO WAY HE'S GETTIN MY HARDWORK! :D:Y:D:Y i've recenty downloaded TONS of songs on my dad's laptop. gosh, i'm feeling really hyper today. I WONDER WHYYYY...

saying i love you doesn't work on me,
ameliaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :)

Happy,

2010-05-07T03:24:00.000-07:00

it's so hard to live the easy life.

life's good. single. no boy issues. no complicated stuff. i've seen this in the movies. the girl usually goes all "but what if he doesn't like me" or "what if he's cheating on me". boy am i glad i don't have all that trouble. i live a happy, simple life. friendship issues are more than a handful already. why do i need a guy to add some more? i'm living the sweet life now. i don't need anything to add on on my list. i'm happy the way the situations are now. (:

Nobody,

2010-05-06T07:25:00.000-07:00

LET ME MAKE THIS VERY CLEAR,
I DON'T LOVE ANYBODY.
IT'S PERFECTLY NORMAL FOR GIRLS TO WRITE ALL THOSE DREAMY QUOTES ON FACEBOOK OR THEIR BLOGS OK?
LET ME MAKE THIS ONE DAMN THING CLEAR.

TAGGED BY ALICIA?! D:
:Y

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : waddya think?
Birth Date : i was born without a b'day T_T
Current Status : msn status
Eye Colour : must u know?
Righty or lefty : i have both hands, is that a crime?!

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage : what's that?
My Fears : of what?
My Weaknesses : this is not pokemon!
My Perfect Pizza : a perfect pizza.

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My thoughts first waking up : it's different everyday
My bedtime : my bed is a clock?!
My most missed memory : why do u care?

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or Coke : why?
McDonald or Burger King : why?
Single or grouped dates : why?
Adidas or Nike : why?
Tea or Nestea : aren't they the same? just with a nes in front?
Chocolate or Vanilla : why?
Cappuccino or Coffee : why?

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : i'm not a factory --
Curse : u mean like witches?
Take a shower : WADDYA WANT FROM ME?
Have a crush : NO. DAMN IT NO
Think you've been in love : NOPE.
Go to school : NOPE
Want to get married : do YOU want to get married?
Believe in yourself : must i?

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Alcohol : what does that have to do with anything?
Gone to the mall : for what purposes?
Been on stage : who knows?
Eaten sushi : is it nice?
Dyed your hair : WHY MUST U ATTEMPT TO KILL MY HAIR!?

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game : NO. TO THE N TO THE O NO
Changed who you were to fit in : FIT IN WHAT? JEANS? THEN YES.

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To be married : 154383498 years

LAYER 9 : IN A BOY...
Best eye colour : ?
Best hair colour : ?
Short hair or long hair : why do i care? I DON'T LOVE ANYBODY NOW ANYWAY
Best height : for a baby, around my height.
Attitude : in a boy attitude? WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN?

LAYER10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : TELLING EVERYBODY I DON'T LOVE ANYBODY
An hour ago : EATING DINNER
4-5 hours ago : WATCHING TV
1 month ago : AIYA, SHUT UP.
A year ago : YOU TELL ME.

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : NOBODY
I feel : PISSED
I hate : NO FREAKIN BODY
I hide : NO DAMN BODY
I miss : NOBODY NOBODY BUT NOBODY
I need : NOBODYYYYYYYYYYY!

LAYER 12 : TAGGING 5 PEOPLE
AIYA EVERYBODY LA.

Aggresive,

2010-05-06T03:39:00.000-07:00

I just found out, I love you!

today is my bad luck day. first, morning. i woke up and walked to my closet as usual. then, i toke my shirt down from the extremely high hanger and apparently, the hanger hit the light above and it broke. it fell to pieces on the floor and i panicked cause i was afraid that the glass may have hit my head. but what made me more worried was that i spoilt the light in my closet! it was so, so beautiful. and now, due to my clumsiness, it's gone. just like many other great people in my life. except that, the light can be replaced. what about those who are gone... forever? my grandmother, Evelyn, Amir... who else wants to leave me? gosh, i'll just continue with my bad luck day. talking about this just hurts. anyway, my slippers broke. and now i'm stuck with painful heavy slippers. also while i played ice & water today, my feet hurt. it still does. it feels like a needle just slit through my fragile skin. and to add that on, you hurt me today... although you didn't realize it, i was deeply deeply very deeply hurt. it felt like i was flooded with pain... so, i'm sittin here. just waiting for time to pass by. slowly slowly, i'm just waiting for another unlucky thing to happen.

not possible for me not to care, amelia.

Memories,

2010-05-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

am i suppose to watch you go just like that?

soooooo, i've been listening to some songs these days. here are the song names and artists! they're good! :D

1) LADY ANTEBELLUM - Need You Now
2) SHAYNE WARD - No You Hang Up (DON'T YOU DARE WATCH THE MV)
3) SHONTELLE - Impossible
4) JOHN MAYER - Say What You Need To Say

and the best one yet..........
get ready...

CHARICE - Pyramid!

heyyy, it's good k? :Y so we've gotten our latest "impromptu" *more or less* presentation! i hope it's gonna be fun! damn, shouldn't have volunteered to do the screaming voice for that Mr. person. it was... painful to the throat XD i'm weird... tomorrow the whole school's gonna wear red? hahaha i wanna see what happens :D i hope it works out. i mean, for our class it did. we like everyday also will tell everybody wear something in common. so this is suppose to show our class's unity. (:

AMIR, rest in peace. you were part of my life. sure, it was just a ten day thing, but you still were a part of me. and you were a good friend. i miss you. it's so surprising how big of an impact you can make to me in just ten short days. i mean, i've seen people for years who hasn't really touched my heart much. you were an amazing friend. you joke alot, you laugh alot, you encouraged us and the best one yet, you were always there for us. so, thanks. you're up there, somewhere. i know it. (:

so things are going UP UP UP! classes have been going on fine and we actually watched the history movie thing. we also got our English test papers back! FINALLY! after a long long time we ACTUALLY got it back! gossshhhh, that's great news! things are... finally looking up, or not.

long post,
DEXTER.

Let,

2010-04-30T04:04:00.001-07:00

"there are no such thing as coincidences, just fate."

so is this life? is it meant to be miserable, to hurt? i've been told by many that i'm suppose to enjoy life and live it to the fullest. but why do i have this feeling that everytime i do i feel depressed and lonely? fullest. does that mean going through all... this? they say life is only good when you make it good. but why when i try i get all this crazy sad feelings? i wanna have all the good times back. i don't wanna have another break down. it seems like as if this year nothing has gone right... or am i just being paranoid? no, i'm not. well, not this time. i don't want to loose the people close to me. i don't want to feel like a small part of me is missing. i don't want to feel the way i lost Evelyn. but... i can't always get what i want, and fate will just take its place. it'll just go with whatever's meant to be. so, whose gonna change that?

Wanted,

2010-04-29T04:39:00.001-07:00

DAMN THIS IS NICE! T.SWIZZLE & POREOTICS!

You were so nice to me. Gosh, I was actually falling for you. You were sweet, thoughtful and gentle. You were... Different, from the usual you. It was the best side of you I'd ever seen and I actually thought you were the best thing that has ever happened to me. Honest, cute, and all the things I had ever wish in a guy? You had them all. You weren't afraid to be seen with me. No fear of what your friends would think of you. You were normal. As in, the good normal. You weren't different the way you treated me from your other friends. I mean, you did treat me better but you didn't have a complete attitude make-over when you were with your peeps. It was nice to see you aren't actually two faced. I was like "i think i'm dreaming, could somebody pinch me?". And then, that really happened, and I was crushed.

OH, AND DON'T FORGET

POREOTICS!

damn their HOTTTTTTTTT!!!!!

Underwood,

2010-04-26T07:45:00.000-07:00

CARRIE UNDERWOOD

Winner of American Idol Season 4; ACM Entertainer of the Year (2009/2010). Her album "Some Hearts" was the fastest selling country music album EVER that hit number 1 on the country music charts. Which made Underwood the top 10 of the country singers. Simon Cowell commented that she would be one of the favorites to win the competition when she sang "Could've Been" by Tiffany. Underwood sang a rendition of the number one 1980s rock hit "Alone" by Heart and

Cowell predicted that Underwood would not only win the competition, but she would also outsell all previous Idol winners.

BOY WAS HE RIGHT. Underwood is one of five winners never to have been voted in the bottom three!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5WnMYk-a13A&NR=1 <- GOGOGO!

Pyramid,

2010-04-23T23:53:00.001-07:00

you don't like me.
no,
you hate me.
i'm a bitch
a freakin show-off bitch.
i get it.
but is there any way that you can find to forgive me?
i was just joking.
seriously,
i was JUST joking.
sincerely sorry.

amelia.

2010-04-23T06:37:00.001-07:00

Trust,

2010-04-23T04:59:00.000-07:00

damn today sucked.

Broken,

2010-04-17T07:09:00.000-07:00

i can't look at him without feeling ashamed; and you without feeling heart broken.

you... don't get it. definition of "it" - how i feel whenever there's this awkward tension between us. the way i look at you. what goes around in my mind most of my day. how i feel when you don't talk to me much.
yes, that's what you don't get...

HELLO. went to PYRAMID with ahtoo, mingyi, eeyong, eilin and huiwen! well... awkward first; fun at the back - bbq plaza :Y anyways, here's a quote that i remembered from mingyi.
*there are no such things as coincidences, just fate.

Another,

2010-04-16T05:26:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS HELL FUN!

well... that was after teacher kinsan's 20 minute lecture about being a united class. at first i thought she was all strict and always comparing us to the other class and everytime she comes in our class she always has something bad to say about us. like, i've never really heard her compliment us. but after lunch we saw her again and she explained that she was comparing because she was frustrated and that she liked us all equally! that really changed my mind... like a whole lot. because i thought she was this really... pms... person who just likes to nag at us but after her explanation it started to make sense to me (: maybe i overlooked somebody's personality due to my actions. i mean... i feel i've been slacking and i also feel as if, our class is not

UNITED

enough. well, today we sure were united! i played catching for a while but i didn't run much cause i'm not into running. jogging? yeah sure! love to! 2 km? yeah why not? but running? nope, no thanks. not the thing i do. why? because running = falling down = crying/sadness/afraid of running too fast. so yeah... and after the little incident i had when i was 6 or 7. my whole skin came off and i was around a meter away from home. it was a painful walk home. that time i was in usj 6. and up till now the mark is still there to remind me every single pain i felt. my whole white part of the skin was cut off and my whole skin came off. WHOLE SKIN. i mean if i were at this age, it probably be ok. but i was around 6 or 7. u try having this type of injury. it haunts u every moment of your life. talking about it just makes my left leg feel weak and hurt.

anyways, back to school. we got our physics test paper back! and i wa jumping like a kangaroo on a pogostick when i found out i've gotten 90%! WOO~ u know what about life? it's good...

when i'm with you
DEXTER.

Alone,

2010-04-15T04:11:00.000-07:00

i don't get it... really i don't.

you know who you are,
i don't get you. one day you're happy, bubbly, nice and all and the next, you look like you just had pms. these are the times when i don't know whether to break down and cry, be mad and totally pissed or just ignore it. i'd love to do the third option, but its hard. considering i see you around 5 days a week. it's hard... 8 hours i have to look at you and ignore whatever is going on. actually, what IS going on? i'm like, at a very "wth" stage now and that freakin forbidden word could just slip out any second. this is stupid... ridiculous... pointless. i didn't freakin do any freakin thing wrong. why? just because you are sad you take it out on somebody who has tried their best to make your day everyday. somebody who tries to actually be in your screwed up life? somebody who actually wants to give you something to look forward to every morning? so you just wanna throw somebody like that away? fine, i can play that way. as quoted from glee, i honestly just can't take anymore stress in my life anymore.

Jokes,

2010-04-12T07:32:00.000-07:00

i know i shouldn't be doing this before test, but...

JOKES

I was in the restaurant yesterday when I suddenly realized I desperately
needed to pass gas. The music was really, really loud, so I timed my
gas with the beat of the music.

After a couple of songs, I started to feel better. I finished my coffee,
and noticed that everybody was staring at me....

Then I suddenly remembered that I was listening to my iPod.

Little Johnny was sitting in class doing math problems when his teacher picked him to answer a question, "Johnny, if there were five birds sitting on a fence and you shot one with your gun, how many would be left?" "None," replied Johnny, "cause the rest would fly away." "Well, the answer is four," said the teacher, "but I like the way you're thinking."

Little Johnny says, "I have a question for you. If there were three women eating ice cream cones in a shop, one was licking her cone, the second was biting her cone and the third was sucking her cone, which one is married?"

"Well," said the teacher nervously, "I guess the one sucking the cone."

"No," said Little Johnny, "the one with the wedding ring on her finger, but I like the way you're thinking."

A monkey goes into a bar and asks the barman:
- Do you have any bananas?
- No,I don't. ( says the barman)
- Do you have any bananas? (asks the monkey)
- No,I have not got any bananas!!!
- Do you have any bananas?
- If you ask me that question one more time, I'll nail your tongue to the counter!!!
- Do you have any nails?
- No,I don't.
- Do you have any bananas?

Scientists have finally discovered what is wrong with the masculine brain:
On the left side, there is nothing right, and on the right side, there is nothing left.

Will was trying to to teach his son the evils of alcohol.
He put a worm in a glass of water & another in a glass of whiskey.
The worm in the water lived while the one in the whiskey curled up & d*ed.
"All right, son," Said Will, "what does that show you?"
"Well dad, it shows that if you drink alcohol you will not have worms."

### that's all FOR NOW! *MWAHAHAHAHA

Tests TESTST TESTSSSSS!

2010-04-12T04:35:00.000-07:00

GOSSSSSHH! Today was nice at first, i mean English was okay and surprisingly History turned out easy BUT MATHS. WTH WITH MATHS!! i bet this time i'm gonna get a zero, and i'm NOT being modest. seriously, i'm positive of a zero. i couldn't even get the damn first question right! WTH! i'd be swearing now but it's not cool, not cool. but still, MATHS IS LIKE WTH! THE FIRST QUESTION I WAS ALREADY STONING THERE. i don't wanna fail maths and stay back for another year! i must do well for the other tests and all my courseworks already. this test really gave me an idea to buck-up. my dad was right, my math IS bloody bad. i hope tuition helps.

oh, the fact that maths was hard didn't really kill me. it was the fact that i did so well in factorisation and it didn't even come out! i was freakin out. FREAKIN OUT I TELL YA'. well that, and because leonard can't stay still for 1 second. wayyy wayyyyy to kinestetic.

SU-ZEN, YOU'RE NOT GONNA FAIL. I AM.
MING YI, I GOT THE RATIO QUESTION WRONG!
JONATHEN, COME JOIN THE FAIL MATHS GROUP LOL.

my maths sucks.
i'm like super dense.
more dense then the core of the EARTH.

Happy Day is Everyday,

2010-04-10T01:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOOBIE YANG!
this post is specially dedicated to u boobieeeee!~

since i did a poem for my awesome cousin - mingyi, i shall do one just for you! (take note that this poem might have a little bit of sarcasm in it)

huge goldfish eyes with a very rambutan hair
you never ever treat me fair
you are so short that's why i call you shorty
i write you this poem so you can be happy

you like kesha, lady gaga and more
but i don't understand why you don't like me hor
haha just joking i know you love me!
hehe hehe hehe he

"best friend la" is what i always tell you
if you're not in my life i would go boohoo
you are funny and very very scary
and you always love to call me "fatty"!

i know you're so smart and pro in games
but you know you also very very lame
haha i know this poem is so funny
i wrote it just for you, honey! :D #

for all those people who go like "GASP, SHE CALLED HIM HONEY!", let me tell you that i call my friends darling, sweetheart and so on k. anyways, today i saw an old man whose a fake beggar. in history, we would call this people STURDY BEGGARS. he looked DAMN FAKE. but i don't know why people fell for his trick. joseph told me he could even run. in fact, he didn't even need that stick. when he walked, he looked just fine. you can remove the stick and he'd still be in good condition. then, i saw birds fighting. yes, fighting. it was... something cool yet hurtful to see animals fighting. i thought they were NON-VIOLENT! >:(

anyways, lastly, HAPPY B'DAY BOOBYANG~
homework homework HOMEWORKKKKK, the reason i can't sleep at night.

Homework,

2010-04-08T21:08:00.000-07:00

these days i don't know why, but i keep having MAJOR MOOD SWINGS. i'm like some bitch going around being hyper then the next second i'm pissed and all. no, seriously, i think i'm having mood swings. or i could just be going through menopause. LOL. OR MAYBE, WHILE I WAS SLEEPING THE MOOD SWING FAIRY CAME AND SPRINKLE MOOD SWING DUST ON ME! that would explain why i kept on sneezing after i woke up. :D

oh you see my happy now but i tell you the next 5 minutes i'm gonna be pissed. i NEARLY sweared because of that. i don't know what's wrong with me these days. sighs. i don't wanna see anybody about this cause it's like so stupid. oh, you know, last night i cried my eyes out, for NO REASON. yes, that's right, no reason at all. and i was like, why the hell am i crying? but i just kept on crying and crying. yes, what a weird person i am.

anyways, i'm still on with my lose weight thing.

IDC! I'M GONNA MINUS 3KG AND THAT'S FINAL!

gosh i sound like a spoilt brat. blah, see? told you i had mood swings. jeez, this is so weird... hope i get the old me back though....

Loving Arms,

2010-04-07T22:52:00.000-07:00

READ MY 105TH POST NOW!

Capture Me,

2010-04-06T21:54:00.000-07:00

Why do i love you, don't even want to, why do i love you like i do, like i always do?

Godddddddd, yesterday was HELL FUN!

seryn, lishien, huichi and i went to alicia's house! it's nice to have a little time with just your besties :) we played, laughed and "studied"... but most importantly, we CAMWHORED! :Y well, what do you expect from five girls studying? we pranked jason? which turned out, surprisingly, funny! :D we were like, exchanging personalities at times. i was huichi, huichi was alicia, alicia was lishien and lishien was me! it was superrr fun! SERYN, WHY DIDN'T YOU JOIN IN?! )):

then seryn and i decided to be the good girls we are and STUDY! but turned out, study 3 minutes; gossip 3 hours. but it was nice and fun! :DDD goddd am i lucky to have besties! i went home first cause my mom came early ): i missed all the other fun! seryn just told me they ordered pizza and laughed over cheeeeeeese. and that lishien forgotten what "Titanic" was called. GOSSSSSH! anyways later i'm going to TAN-TAN A.K.A. DIDI A.K.A. HUIWEN'S HOUSE!

i just want you to notice me,

DEXTER.

Heartache,

2010-04-02T23:14:00.001-07:00

i never wanna hear you say, i want it that way.

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world
Full of wrong
You're the thing thats right
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

You set it again
My hearts in motion
Every word feels
Like a shooting star
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through

This could be good
It's already better than that
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

HAHA A VERY STRANGE COMBINATION OF MY TWO CURRENT FAV SONGS
"I NEVER TOLD YOU" AND "TERRIFIED"

i'm sorry vooon!
ciao'!

Flattering,

2010-04-01T05:48:00.000-07:00

wouldn't that be a nice thing to say. :) so here's a lil' something for my besties - VOON VOON! TAN TAN, SERYNNN! cause this year, there was tons of topsie turvies. so i hope this shows that i care :D although it's not much to talk about, but here.

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"you guys are a big part of my life." :)

not much but i thought it was quite quite QUITE meaningful soooooooooo... yea. i hope i'm the first to say that. that way it would mean much more :Y but i hope this means something loh. :D okayyy so tomorrow we have english presentation which is BANK ROBBER! godddddd, i don't know what to wear weh.......... this sux. this sux hardcore. also, shaun owes me two drinks! TEEHEE! today was kinda moody. it was fun at first cause LISHIEN *exagurates* toke my stuff and made me run around school. it reminded me of the old times... but then i felt moody and all. haha then SHE got moody and all. but in the end, everything turned out fine... for me lah. lishien, are u alright?

are u seriously okay?

-lishien.